fuck the world cuz i want to get off

fuck the world cuz i want to get off

fuck the world cuz i want to get off

fuck the world cuz i want to get off

my life is a tsunami of shit, the wave breaking

right over my head

i frolic in the shit wave

watching it splatter and slide down the wall

as i throw it

i eat, drink, and piss shit

this shit is my life

blood and shit, shit and blood

intertwined, interconnected

feeding upon one another

this is my mind, a shitmaster, vomiting up shit

if i cut myself, i would bleed shit

fuck the shit world, i’m through

my brain says throw in the towel

call it a life

give it up

there’s nothing here for you, you worthless turd

eat shit and die

another shit wave rises up and breaks

drowning my world in gibbets of brown

i do not have the strength to crest this wave

i am tired of fighting for a little patch of shit-soaked earth

there is nothing to hang onto

this shit too shall pass


This is what my mind offered up while sitting zazen this evening. I have no one to blame, not even myself. What comes up is often the disease, depression. I am tired today. When the wave comes, all I can do is ride it. Look out, the shit-surfer is hanging ten, woo hoo.

I hope tomorrow is a better day.

5 thoughts on “fuck the world cuz i want to get off

  1. Thanks mikosian! There’s no rest for the wicked/weary, but I’m getting by anyway. It’ll all be better after the move. It’ll all be better after the move. It’ll all be better after the move.
    (clicking my heels three time).

    {{hugs}}

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